typhoon egay

nasaan ka last august 17, 2007, friday night?
kung taga cavite ka at dumadaan sa expressway sa coastal pauwi, malamang nabiktima ka din ng masalimuot na pangyayari tulad ko. :c
i left the airport at around 10pm that day, kung bakit ganung oras, well thats another story.
at nakauwi aku ng bahay, tenennn! -4am. yeah! napaka saklap. :c

ang pinagmamalaki kong halos 15 mins away na bahay ko at airport kung walang traffic,
halos 5 hours ko binyahe that day. ohsyet! *sniff*

w.o.r.k.

Monday morning:
Binabawi ko na yata ang statement ko sa past entry ko about it.
I think, I'm on the verge of quitting.
s.e.r.y.o.s.o.
But for some reasons, hindi ko magawa.
NOW, I'm crying. *tears*
a.y.o.k.o.n.a.y.a.t.a
Monday evening:
Lord I need guidance. Help ME.
I really, really need help badly.

I'm super down.
*tears*

p.s.
Forgive me for being too weak. :c

Day Off! :c

Bakit naman napaka saklap ng mga pangyayari. Dumating si "JOSH H." sa airport last week, day off ko. Kahapon naman sa gitna ng kalakasan ng ulan bumalik sya galing Davao at napaka malas ko naman talaga dahil --day off ko na naman. Hala, bat naman ganun. Daya! Swerte ng nag arrive sa kanya at mga nakakita sa kanya. Huhuhu! :c

Josh's arrival from Davao. Pic from Eden :)

Rainy Wednesday morning

Tag ulan na naman! Ang sarap matulog at magbalot ng kumot. Ang sarap kumain ng champorado covered with thick layer of powdered milk. :) Ang sarap tumunganga at tingnan sa may bintana ang malakas na buhos ng ulan habang umiinom ng black coffee. Ang sarap magpahinga dahil day off ko today. Yehey! Ang sarap ng walang ginagawa at hindi mapansin ang oras. Ang sarap maging bum. Nakakamiss ito. Shocks! Buti nalang hanggang bukas off ako. Pero sana wag na umulan bukas, dahil pupunta akong dentist. Please?! Tama na siguro ang malakas na ulan na 'to ngaun.

I'm currently reading stuffs about weddings. Yeah! I love everything about weddings. ;)

*God knows what's best for me. Naniniwala ako dun. In the mean time, steady lang. Yes, I know I'll learn something out of this. It's all for Him. All my love and praises to HIM :)

p.s. Thanks Mae sa pakikinig sa aking mga dilemma kahit sa gitna ng gabing alam kong pagod karin from work. Good luck din sayo. I badly miss you and Diane and of course the rest of the AB4B Gang. When will I see you guys again? *sniff*

Enjoy the rainy days and be a blessing to other people :)

What’s there to blog?!

I am working for almost a month now after months of training at PLC and I am currently adjusting with my recent lifestyle. It’s weird to have day offs on weekdays (Wed-Thur) and work on weekends too. But I am fine with my early in and out sched (0900H – 1630H) in contrast with my other batch mates where most are in mid shifts, which I think they enjoy more but not for me, for now. I am also adjusting with my work place and airport people as well which is far different from being a student. Awww, I miss school, I miss my friends. :c

But I am kinda getting used with my job. Although I still have lots of questions that need an answer because there are still confusions... you know! :) But for now, this is my world – the operations, the flight scheds, the arrival and departure gates, the check in counters, the mabuhay lounge, the travelers, the aircraft, the supervisors and colleagues, the cabin and flight deck crew, the radio (and Kilo Oscar, hehe!), everything about the airport. Yes work I’m now falling in love with you. Haha. I have no choice, I have to. Yay! :)

“One always has to know when a stage comes to an end. If we insist on staying longer than the necessary time, we lose the happiness and the meaning of the other stages we have to go through. Closing cycles, shutting doors, ending chapters - whatever name we give it, what matters is to leave in the past the moments of life that have finished”
PAULO Coelho [Closing Cycles]

Due to my work, I wasn’t able to go to church on Sundays to hear mass, have my usual church service and see my church friends and other church people. It has been my routine for the past three years and now, it’s sad to say... no, not goodbye, only farewell. Don’t worry, I will still see you guys once in a while and hope to still be able to help at church and hear mass during my day offs. I just remember one of Fr. Jeff’s homily, “Kung minsan ang tao pag naging masyado nang attached sa isang bagay o tao, gagawa ang Diyos o kalikasan ng paraan upang maghiwalay kayo...” Okie, sounds negative, but view it positively. Nothing is permanent in this world so don’t worry if you feel unlucky today because tomorrow will be another brand new day. And becasue nothing is permanent, people also come and go. But I am happy that I’ve touched their lives and I am also happy that they’ve touched my life too. I’ve also learned that even if you’re used to something or someone already, time will come that you have to give it up in return of other opportunities and blessings.

Remember, we can have it ALL but we can’t have it all at once.
All my praises to God. :)

“I just want to THANK YOU guys for making my stay at church memorable and fruitful. It was a great experience spending my weekends with great people for the past 3 years. Thank you for the friendship and hope to still see you once in a while. God Bless :)”
KAYE Maligaya

Wish list for the moment:
Good books to read
Good CDs to listen
SLR Camera
New phone
Wedding books/magazines
Colored contact lens
Foot Spa
and a boyfriend! (Haha! hindi, joke lang.)

*Keep the Faith and Spread the Love*
Always be a blessing dear friends. :)

where's the blogger?

...adjusting to work

hope to have a worthy post soon

miss you friends

"keep the faith and spread the love"