Laugh & Cry w/ ME...

Moved to new home! :)

2008-08-20T14:24:00.000+08:00

http://kikayrockz.multiply.com
http://kikayrockz.multiply.com
http://kikayrockz.multiply.com

Naisip ko lang...

2008-01-05T22:58:00.000+08:00

Sabi ni Fr. Jeff, malalaman mo daw ang worth ng isang tao sa dami ng tao sa funeral nya.

What if I die today?
Malulungkot kaya ang mga tao sa paligid ko?
Mamimiss kaya nila ako?
Maaalala pa kaya nila ako paglipas ng panahon?
Bakit naman nila ako mamimiss?
Madami kayang tao sa funeral ko?
Ano kayang mangyayari sa necrological service ko?

Bakit ang weird no?
Pano ko naman malalaman yun kung wala na ako dito sa mundo. Tsk.

Sabi ng isang prof ko nung college, death is inevitable.

Oo. Pero for now hindi pa yata ako ready to face death.
I'm not scared.
Hindi palang ako ready.

Pero hindi nga?
Paano na kaya pag nawala na ako?

Random thoughts

2008-01-02T13:13:00.000+08:00

My grown-up Christmas / New Year’s wish list
(...this is my grown up Christmas list. – na last song syndrome na yata ako nito!)

1. Peace of mind
2. Unconditional love
3. Contentment
4. Happiness
5. Dreams to fulfill
6. Stronger Faith
7. Blessings to share

Yes I know mejo na-late yata ang mga wishes ko. Hehe!

2007 was a significant year. Actually mixed eh. Highs and lows. Life changing.:)

***
Makuntento ka sa kung anung meron ka ngaun. In other words, appreciate your blessings.

Speaking of blessings, learn how to share. Wala ng sasarap pa sa pakiramdam na nakapag share ka sa iba.

Continue touching people’s lives. It makes sense. :)

Love me or hate me. In the end, you’ll still miss me.

Don’t dwell much on small things. May mas mabigat pang problema ang iba kaysa dyan.

Hindi lahat ng akala mong pwede ay tama. Minsan pwede pero mali na akala mo lang tama dahil akala mo pwede pero hindi. Gets mo?!

If it’s up to be, it’s not solely up to me or to you. It’s more of up to Him. Amen to that! :)

I was staring blankly at the window the other day. Tapos naisip ko bigla, what’s in store for me this new year kaya?

I’ll let Him rule over my life now. He knows what’s good for me. :)

A sign from Him is synonymous to His great love for me.

Hope you all had a great Christmas!

New Year, new journey! Hello 2008! Cheers. :)

Guy thing! :)

2007-12-12T15:38:00.000+08:00

The Guys' Rules
At last a guy has taken the time to write this all down
Finally , the guys' side of the story.
We always hear "the rules " from the female side.
Now here are the rules from the male side.
These are our rules!
Please note.. these are all numbered "1" ON PURPOSE! --Guys

1. Men are NOT mind readers.

1. Learn to work the toilet seat.
You're a big girl.
If it's up, put it down.
We need it up, you need it down.
You don't hear us complaining about you leaving it down.

1. Sunday sports.
It's like the full moon or the changing of the tides.
Let it be.

1. Shopping is NOT a sport.
And no, we are never going to think of it that way.

1. Crying is blackmail.

1. Ask for what you want.
Let us be clear on this one: Subtle hints do not work!
Strong hints do not work!
Obvious hints do not work!
Just say it!

1. Yes and No are perfectly acceptable answers to almost every question.

1. Come to us with a problem only if you want help solving it.
That's what we do.
Sympathy is what your girlfriends are for.

1. A headache that lasts for 17 months is a Problem.
See a doctor.

1. Anything we said 6 months ago is inadmissible in an argument.
In fact, all comments become null and void after 7 Days.

1. If you won't dress like the Victoria's Secret girls, don't Expect us to act like soap opera guys.

1. If you think you're fat, you probably are.
Don't ask us.

1. If something we said can be interpreted two ways and one of the ways makes you sad or angry, we meant the other one.

1. You can either ask us to do something Or tell us how you want it done. Not both.
If you already know best how to do it, just do it yourself.

1. Whenever possible, Please say whatever you have to say during commercials.

1. Christopher Columbus did NOT need directions and neither do we.

1. ALL men see in only 16 colors, like Windows default settings.
Peach, for example, is a fruit, not A color.
Pumpkin is also a fruit.
We have no idea what mauve is.

1. If it itches, it will be scratched.
We do that.

1. If we ask what is wrong and you say "nothing," We will act like nothing's wrong.
We know you are lying, but it is just not worth the hassle.

1. If you ask a question you don't want an answer to, Expect an answer you don't want to hear.

1. When we have to go somewhere, absolutely anything you wear is fine. Really.

1. Don't ask us what we're thinking about unless you are prepared to discuss such topics as SEX, CARS, the shotgun formation, or BASKETBALL.

1. You have enough clothes.

1. You have too many shoes.

1. I am in shape.
Round IS a shape!

1. Thank you for reading this.
Yes, I know, I have to sleep on the couch tonight;
But did you know men really don't mind that?
It's like camping.

***Haha, super funny. Got this from Rico B's multi at nag post din si Mia nito sa multi nya. Woohoo! Sobrang natawa talaga ako dito. Astig! Naku mga guys talaga... :)

Oh well, talagang MEN are from MARS and WOMEN are from VENUS nga! :)

Paskuhan sa Imus

2007-12-11T23:57:00.000+08:00

Day off ko that's why we went to Imus para naman sa craving nitong si Raymond na bibingka.

The group: Nanay Alice, Kuya Tonie, Boie, Raymond at ako.

Try nyo pumunta sa side ng Imus Cathedral, yung isang street dun, masaya, feel na feel talaga ang pasko. Pwede mag dinner kasama ang pamilya or mga kaberks! Or kumain ng bibingka at puto bumbong with libreng tsaa tapos maaaliw kayo dahil may mga gay comedians on the side para mas maging lively ang gabi. :) Safe naman dahil may police station sa may plaza sa may church. Di rin hassle mag dala ng sasakyan dahil maraming pwede pag parkingan. Ang hassle lang, nung time na nafeel ko kaylangan ko mag restroom, shet, dahil gabi na, close na ang mga restroom. Kung san, san pa kami napadpad ni Boie para maghanap ng restroom pati sa madilim na bahagi ng Cathedral na medyo scary kasi naman nakakahiya kung sa pilice station aku makikigamit. Haha! Buti nalang may kuya sa church na biglang nag appear at nagmagandang loob na pagamitin ako ng restroom. Yahoo!

Sayang nakalimutan na naming magpicturan ng gabing ito. Haha.

*To Dem dem: sayang wala ka. Mamimiss mo ang paskong pinoy. Di bale, white Christmas ka naman dyan. Ano, nose bleed ka na ba? Haha. Miss ka na namin!!! :)

Time flies...

2007-12-11T01:04:00.000+08:00

*'tis the season to be jolly!* hohoho!

Shet ang bilis ng panahon bakit ganun? Sobrang malapit na ang pasko, di na mapigil. Ito ang pinaka favorite time of the year ko - "Christmas"! Woooh, I looove it! Feel na feel ko na ang spirit ng Christmas, kahit wala akong pera. *sniff* Haha! :)

kwento

2007-11-27T22:40:00.000+08:00

november 24, 2007 - saturday
counter 45 northwing t2

pr106 (las/yvr)
villanueva/fernando mr.rmk alert-rude pax!

... ayoko nalang ikwento dito. badtrip talaga. [tin, coffee talks nalang para with gestures and all. hehe! :)]

kahit gaano nga naman kahaba ang pasensya mo, still may mga gantong scenario parin at work. o talagang di ko parin kayang harapin kung gaano ka harsh ang world? hmmm, both?! naiinis ako. feeling ko, failure ako. at may ganung level. weird. weeh, im sad. :c

p.s. super thanks to jel, sa pag tatanggol sa akin sa salbaheng pasaherong yun bago pa man ang madramang walk out ko at ang pagtawag ng passcor at pulis. yeah! haylabyu talaga pren. sa sobrang touchy, natawa nalang ako. :)

p.p.s. tama ka ang babait talaga nila tsang ;)

***

*To my dearest brother in the whole wide worldie*

*HAPPY 22nd BIRTHDAY*

*KUYA AIAN*

***

Thoughts to ponder:

Live simply.Love generously. Care deeply. Speak kindly.

Leave the rest to GOD. :)

***EDITED: After almost two weeks, nalaman kong nag try uli ang pasaherong yun 3 days after the incident at nakapag check in pero nahuli sya sa final documents check sa may departure gate. Tuluyan na daw syang nabaliw according sa isang passcor sa airport. Hindi ko na sya naisumbong sa Canadian embassy, pero gumawa ng way si God. Kaylangan nya maturuan ng lekshon pero alam nyo nakakaawa din sya. Haaay life nga naman, parang buhay! *Sigh!*

Better or Worst at 21

2007-11-07T15:19:00.000+08:00

Emotionally, physically, mentally and spiritually... in all aspect, well actually hindi ko din masabi. Feeling ko naman nagmamature naman ako in someways. Better siguro. Haha. Hindi sure? Ewan ko din eh. Pero tumanda man ako, siguro I'll always be kid at heart. Playful, mababaw, crybaby, funny to the point na minsan seryoso na ako feeling nyo nagpapatawa padin ako. Weird. Hehe. Siguro ngaun medyo kaya ko na makipag deal sa iba't ibang hamon ng buhay, naks! Pero hindi ko parin masabi na ganun ako ka strong person. I'm a better person now and in the process of learning parin each day. Eto medyo nakaget over na kahit paano sa culture shock na from being a student e working girl na. Masaya, malungkot, di ko maexplain yung feeling ko lately. May times na kahit alam kong marami akong friends, I still feel alone. Parang no one cares for me. At kaylangan talaga may ganung drama no? Wala lang, parang minsan kasi kahit masaya ako parang may kulang. Pero syempre pag may mga ganung moments alam ko na God is with me naman. :)

Thank you sa lahat ng mga pabati and wishes ninyo for me. Sorry din sa pang gogood time ko sa tatlo sa kasama ko sa work na sila Jellyace, Jhaboom and Edentot na November 1 ang birthday ko. Hehe. peace! :)

Happy Birthday to me! Yey!
Be a blessing everyone! Cheers! :)

***

SEVEN
(I just feel like answering this one:))

seven things that scare me
1. death
2. getting hurt (physical/emotional)
3. high places
4. darkness
5. reptiles!
6. rejections
7. relationships :)

seven things that I like the most
1. ice cream
2. skirts
3. old songs
4. candies/lollipops
5. fireworks :)
6. butterflies
7. pearl stud

seven important things in my room
1. pillows
2. lamp shade from my best friend :)
3. blanket
4. lotion
5. good book or mag to read
6. mirror
7. eye drops

seven random facts about me
1. i hate reptiles
2. i super love sunsets
3. i super duper looove ice creams. yipee!
5. i love touching people's lives
6. i love all kinds of skirt
7. i love to be loved :)

seven things I plan to do before I die
1. go to paris
2. watch fireworks while holding someone's hand :)
3. learn how to play violin
4. have a date with christian bautista
5. go to disneyland
6. learn how to figure skate
7. get married, hopefully!

seven things I can do
1. play the piano
2. drive
3. laugh out loud
4. cheer up someone
5. be a friend
6. make fun of myself
7. tell funny story with actions. haha! :)

seven things I can't do
1. swim
2. be sporty
3. dance
4. eat exotic foods
5. touch reptile skins, yuck!
6. cook
7. *

seven things I say the most
1. "ha?" (bingi yata ako/mahina makagets minsan!)
2. "nyee"
2. "ever"
3. "super"
4. "friendship"
5. "baliw"
6. "haha" (verbally or text)
7. "as in"

seven things that attract me to the opposite sex
1. nice hands
2. clean feet
3. humor
4. traditional gentleman
5. family oriented
6. how he sees life in general
7. pag med or chef! haha! :)

seven celebrity crushes
1. christian bautista :)
2. *
3. *
4. *
5. *
6. *
7. *

seven people I want to see take this quiz
1. No one in particular. Kung sino may gusto :)
2. Ikaw!
3. *
4. *
5. *
6. *
7. *

***Dear ate marnie, i know you're not that well right now, emotionally and maybe physically as well. just remember god has better plan when he take something/someone away from our lives. trust god ate marnie. hold on and keep the faith. many people love you and cares for you. sad to hear about what happened but keep on believing that god is good. your little angel is safe in the place of our creator. mwuah! :)***

Coming up!

2007-11-02T22:40:00.000+08:00

Birthday :)

Today is...

2007-10-26T23:01:00.000+08:00

Thank God it's Friday!
Huh? Thank God it's Friday?!

1. Hell sa work today. I'm sorry pero hindi sya masaya.
Overbooked and delayed flights plus irate passengers.
(Minsan tuloy naisip ko, hello world, bat ba ito ang work ko?!)

2. Winter Sched on work. 1100h - 1830h with Tue-Wed day off.
(Now on it's fifth day? Haay, please!)

3. Malapit na ang birthday ko. Oh please, wala pa akong plans.
(Can somebody help me to have a meaningful birthday celebration?)

4. I think I need to see a doctor soon.
(A specialist, tsk!)

*I'm so proud of my best friend's success. Tin, sayang di ako nakapunta sa opening ng Esplanade. :)
*Mae, good luck sa ABS. Start ka na next week. Yihee :)

*God bless everyone :)*

Wednesday

2007-09-19T14:43:00.001+08:00

"beautiful girl... beautiful girl..."

no, not me. kumakanta lang ako. :)

Lately...

2007-09-07T21:40:00.000+08:00

I miss my friends.
I miss my bestfriend.
I miss my thesis buddies.
I miss my college friends.
I miss school.
I miss Manila.
I miss strolling at the mall with friends.
I miss the church.
I miss my church friends.
I miss someone. :)
I miss my Me Time.
I miss my boring life.
I miss myself.

Lately it has always been just my love-hate relationship with work.
Work and work.

*sniff!*

typhoon egay

2007-08-24T21:36:00.000+08:00

nasaan ka last august 17, 2007, friday night?
kung taga cavite ka at dumadaan sa expressway sa coastal pauwi, malamang nabiktima ka din ng masalimuot na pangyayari tulad ko. :c
i left the airport at around 10pm that day, kung bakit ganung oras, well thats another story.
at nakauwi aku ng bahay, tenennn! -4am. yeah! napaka saklap. :c

ang pinagmamalaki kong halos 15 mins away na bahay ko at airport kung walang traffic,
halos 5 hours ko binyahe that day. ohsyet! *sniff*

w.o.r.k.

2007-08-13T20:49:00.000+08:00

Monday morning:
Binabawi ko na yata ang statement ko sa past entry ko about it.
I think, I'm on the verge of quitting.
s.e.r.y.o.s.o.
But for some reasons, hindi ko magawa.
NOW, I'm crying. *tears*
a.y.o.k.o.n.a.y.a.t.a
Monday evening:
Lord I need guidance. Help ME.
I really, really need help badly.

I'm super down.
*tears*

p.s.
Forgive me for being too weak. :c

Day Off! :c

2007-08-09T11:17:00.000+08:00

Bakit naman napaka saklap ng mga pangyayari. Dumating si "JOSH H." sa airport last week, day off ko. Kahapon naman sa gitna ng kalakasan ng ulan bumalik sya galing Davao at napaka malas ko naman talaga dahil --day off ko na naman. Hala, bat naman ganun. Daya! Swerte ng nag arrive sa kanya at mga nakakita sa kanya. Huhuhu! :c

Josh's arrival from Davao. Pic from Eden :)

Rainy Wednesday morning

2007-08-08T13:27:00.000+08:00

Tag ulan na naman! Ang sarap matulog at magbalot ng kumot. Ang sarap kumain ng champorado covered with thick layer of powdered milk. :) Ang sarap tumunganga at tingnan sa may bintana ang malakas na buhos ng ulan habang umiinom ng black coffee. Ang sarap magpahinga dahil day off ko today. Yehey! Ang sarap ng walang ginagawa at hindi mapansin ang oras. Ang sarap maging bum. Nakakamiss ito. Shocks! Buti nalang hanggang bukas off ako. Pero sana wag na umulan bukas, dahil pupunta akong dentist. Please?! Tama na siguro ang malakas na ulan na 'to ngaun.

I'm currently reading stuffs about weddings. Yeah! I love everything about weddings. ;)

*God knows what's best for me. Naniniwala ako dun. In the mean time, steady lang. Yes, I know I'll learn something out of this. It's all for Him. All my love and praises to HIM :)

p.s. Thanks Mae sa pakikinig sa aking mga dilemma kahit sa gitna ng gabing alam kong pagod karin from work. Good luck din sayo. I badly miss you and Diane and of course the rest of the AB4B Gang. When will I see you guys again? *sniff*

Enjoy the rainy days and be a blessing to other people :)

What’s there to blog?!

2007-08-08T12:41:00.000+08:00

I am working for almost a month now after months of training at PLC and I am currently adjusting with my recent lifestyle. It’s weird to have day offs on weekdays (Wed-Thur) and work on weekends too. But I am fine with my early in and out sched (0900H – 1630H) in contrast with my other batch mates where most are in mid shifts, which I think they enjoy more but not for me, for now. I am also adjusting with my work place and airport people as well which is far different from being a student. Awww, I miss school, I miss my friends. :c

But I am kinda getting used with my job. Although I still have lots of questions that need an answer because there are still confusions... you know! :) But for now, this is my world – the operations, the flight scheds, the arrival and departure gates, the check in counters, the mabuhay lounge, the travelers, the aircraft, the supervisors and colleagues, the cabin and flight deck crew, the radio (and Kilo Oscar, hehe!), everything about the airport. Yes work I’m now falling in love with you. Haha. I have no choice, I have to. Yay! :)

“One always has to know when a stage comes to an end. If we insist on staying longer than the necessary time, we lose the happiness and the meaning of the other stages we have to go through. Closing cycles, shutting doors, ending chapters - whatever name we give it, what matters is to leave in the past the moments of life that have finished”
PAULO Coelho [Closing Cycles]

Due to my work, I wasn’t able to go to church on Sundays to hear mass, have my usual church service and see my church friends and other church people. It has been my routine for the past three years and now, it’s sad to say... no, not goodbye, only farewell. Don’t worry, I will still see you guys once in a while and hope to still be able to help at church and hear mass during my day offs. I just remember one of Fr. Jeff’s homily, “Kung minsan ang tao pag naging masyado nang attached sa isang bagay o tao, gagawa ang Diyos o kalikasan ng paraan upang maghiwalay kayo...” Okie, sounds negative, but view it positively. Nothing is permanent in this world so don’t worry if you feel unlucky today because tomorrow will be another brand new day. And becasue nothing is permanent, people also come and go. But I am happy that I’ve touched their lives and I am also happy that they’ve touched my life too. I’ve also learned that even if you’re used to something or someone already, time will come that you have to give it up in return of other opportunities and blessings.

Remember, we can have it ALL but we can’t have it all at once.
All my praises to God. :)

“I just want to THANK YOU guys for making my stay at church memorable and fruitful. It was a great experience spending my weekends with great people for the past 3 years. Thank you for the friendship and hope to still see you once in a while. God Bless :)”
KAYE Maligaya

Wish list for the moment:
Good books to read
Good CDs to listen
SLR Camera
New phone
Wedding books/magazines
Colored contact lens
Foot Spa
and a boyfriend! (Haha! hindi, joke lang.)

*Keep the Faith and Spread the Love*
Always be a blessing dear friends. :)

where's the blogger?

2007-08-02T13:49:00.000+08:00

...adjusting to work

hope to have a worthy post soon

miss you friends

"keep the faith and spread the love"

“It’s all about experience...”

2007-07-03T22:11:00.000+08:00

[Rewind] I passed my resume in this company during a Job Fair at school last February and my only reason before was just to please my parents because ever since, they really want me to work here. I just want to give it a try. I don't really care if I'll make it or not. After couple of weeks, I had initial interview with my friends at their office at Makati, luckily passed it, and the rest was history. But I tell you, it's not easy to be one of their "New Hires" because I had exams, series of interviews and had strict medical exams just to be able to join the training for Batch 15 CSAs. And yes, they're the reason why I had "forced" minor surgery for my impacted teeth. :c

Here are the things I did for the past months. :)

PAL Learning Center Padre Faura, Ermita Manila
Classes start at 0730H - 1530H (M-F)
A must are business/ formal clothes (preferably skirts), shoes with heels, stockings, hair in a bun and... Make-up! Poof! :p

May 4 (1 Day)
Personality Development
Ms. Twinkle

May 7 - 25 (15 Days)
Integrated Passenger Services and Handling - Basic
Ms. Rara Cuayzon

May 28 - June 8 (10 Days)
Departure Control System (DCS) Check-In Function and Electronic Ticket (ET) for Airport Handling
Ms. Love Ramos

June 12 - 18 (5 Days)
International Automated Baggage Handling (World tracer)
Ms. Rara Cuayzon

June 19 - 20 (2 Days)
On-the-Job Training – Airport

June 21 - 22 (2 Days)
Speech and Boarding Announcement
Ms. Cheq Navarro

June 25 - 27 (3 Days)
Service Personality Workshop
Mr. Arvee Veloso

June 28 (1 Day)
(A.M.) Dangerous Goods Awareness
Mr. Joseph Voluntad
(P.M.) Security Awareness
Security Officers

June 29 (1 Day)
On-the-Job Training – Airport

July 2 - 4 (3 Days)
A Tradition of Service
Mr. Drew Sulit

[Today] Next week, I'll formally start to work. After almost a month of classroom setting training at PLC, which is, well, super fun-fun-fun, although there was a time that I almost cry and at the edge of quitting the training because of confusions on what I really want in life and other reasons, well here I am, almost getting there. The true test after all the hardships, where else, at the Operations! :) During the training, we've been there just three times for our On-the-Job Training and then back to PLC for some more training. Training itself was a little hard because you really have to study, as in study with lots of memorizations and understanding. It's either you make it or break it after every course. Haay! Did I say pressure and stress? Well, I may not personally like this job before but now, I think I'm starting to like it and hopefully to also love this in the long run because this is also something I worked hard for somehow.

Ground Stewardess Areas of Assignments:
1. Check-In Counters
2. CIQ (Customs, Immigrations, Quarantine)
3. Boarding Gate
4. Arrival Area
5. Mabuhay Lounge
6. Transit/ Transfer Desk
*Baggage Handling (World tracer)

[Funny experience] I know I'm already at PLC when almost everybody greats everyone. Even jantries have this "syndrome" of greeting every person they bump into. Woohoo! I'm getting used to it already that even outside PLC like at the malls or somewhere, I smile and great everyone... "Good morning maa'm, sir!" :) Yay, I'm weird. Hahaha! :p

Working Sched:
Monday 0900H – 1430H
Tuesday 0900H – 1430H
Wednesday DAY OFF
Thursday DAY OFF
Friday 0900H – 1430H
Saturday 0900H – 1430H
Sunday 0900H – 1430H

[Fast forward] Now, I think it was not only out of luck why I am here; it's mainly because of God's will why I'm here. There's a purpose. Work here plus little rakets on the side for now and other plans will happen in God's due time. Woah! Time flies so fast. Here, I met a lot of great people, friends, and instructors, learned a lot of things out of the trainings and workshops, and had so much fun and great experiences during the 40 days of training. I know there's a lot more at the Operations. :)

As their tagline says, “It’s all about experience”

"...thank you for flying Philippine Airlines!" :)

God bless everyone! :)

Hello world?! :p

2007-06-14T19:00:00.000+08:00

TWO LETTERS

***********
Hey there.

I just saw you this morning. You were passing by the cafe. You were wearing your black, Donald Duck t-shirt and a pair of faded blue jeans. You were walking with your friends, chatting happily, with that dazzling smile affixed on your face. You flipped your hair slowly with your left hand, and as you passed by, a couple of girls followed you with their eyes.

Our eyes met for a second, and I didn't know what to do. I completely froze on my seat. You suddenly smiled, making me see the braces on your teeth. I smiled back timidly. You then walked past me, not giving me a second look. When I turned around, you were already gone.

Four months and nothing has changed. You're still the cool varsity player who is also an officer of one of the most distinguished orgs in campus. And I'm still that ordinary girl who sits behind you every M-W-F in our 1-hour class together.

I think you only talked to me twice. Once was when you asked me if someone was seated beside me on the first day of classes, and I said yes. The last was when you asked if I was done with our term paper. I never got the courage to talk to you first. You were so cool and popular, and I always feel like nobody when you're around.

I guess we could never be friends. And I guess I better stop dreaming about you. It wouldn't do me any good anyway.

***********

Hey there.

I just saw you this morning. You were in the cafe when I passed by. You were wearing a blue round-neck blouse and a pair of white Capri pants. You were with your usual companions, eating your usual order of Frittata. You carefully flipped through the pages of your Psy book as you gently sipped from your glass of iced tea. The guys around you kept giving you quick glances, but you never noticed. You were to busy studying.

Our eyes met for a second, and I didn't know what to do. I thought I'd freeze on the spot. I nervously smiled, hoping you wouldn't notice that I'm shaking. You smiled slightly, and then returned to your book. As I passed you by, I turned around to give you another look. But you weren't looking.

Four months and nothing has changed. You're still the brilliant Dean's Lister who is always a representative for school forums and conferences. And I'm still the ordinary guy in front of you every M-W-F in our one hour class together.

I think you only talked to me twice. Once was when I asked you if someone was seated beside you on our first day of classes, and you said yes. I was hoping I cud sit beside u, since I've been eyeing on you since our freshmen year. The last was when I asked if you were done with our term paper. I was going to ask u if you could help me with mine, and eat somewhere at the same time. But when u nodded, I completely lost my nerve. I never got the courage to talk to you again. You were so smart and popular, and I always feel like nobody whenever you around.

I guess we could never be friends. And I guess I better stop dreaming about you. It wouldn't do me any good anyway.

***********
Got this from Mia's blog :)

Hello world?! Hala. Kumusta naman yun? Kung lahat ng tao katulad nilang dalawa, kawawa naman. Tsk tsk. Saklap diba? :p

i need your help :)

2007-06-12T18:53:00.000+08:00

hello FRIENDS!
little favor lang...
PLEASE,
suggest naman kayo as many as you can ng mga
magagandang church within metro manila
na magandang site for wedding.
paki lagay narin ang location or exact address para mapuntahan ko.

SUPER BUNCHIE THANKS IN ADVANCE! :)

Have you seen my Shrek?!

2007-06-04T21:27:00.000+08:00

Dont make me fall if you're not willing to catch me...

Boys are great friends but not boyfriends...

The pressure is super on, and I'm still single...

Ayoko pang magka "jowa" for now, baka bukas, anung malay mo...

Poof! "Where's my SHREK???" :c

Kaye: Shrek (not perfect but real), where are you? This is me, Fiona... Hello?!

Today...

2007-05-14T21:00:00.000+08:00

Today, practice your right to vote and pray for a peaceful and clean election.

(Wasnt able to vote. Haha. Mia di tayo nakaregister. Kaylangan pala talaga nabalikan natin yun the following day. Sayang. Tsk!)

Harinaway manalo ang dapat manalo at magkaron ng tunay na pagbabago.
May God bless us all. :)

Hello maturity atbp.

2007-04-25T19:26:00.000+08:00

Hello Maturity!

Haha. In other words, tumatanda na ako. Shocks di ko matanggap! I want to have super power that can make the time stop. As in yung pwedeng until 19 lang ang age. Yung ganun? When I turned 20, parang I thought everything was still the same but after a few months... haha, things are slowly changing na. I can’t always act in a childish way because people around me tend to expect that now that I turned 20, now that I already finished college, I should act as a lady, have a good job etc. Poof! Haay, and that includes having a boyfriend. Necessary? Hello world, why oh why? Why the hell they don’t believe that even if I am single, I am and will always be H-a-p-p-y. :) Everyone was like, “Graduate ka na pala. May work ka na? Dapat may boyfriend ka na.” Nyee nyee. :p

“Being with someone doesn’t guarantee happiness but finding your other half does. It doesn’t matter how long you’ve been alone, how long you’ve hoped or how long you’ve waited. There is no such thing as a perfect love story. Heartaches will always be a part of loving. But remember – though not perfect, if that love is meant for you, it will stick with you until the end. No matter how tough it gets no matter how long, far from perfect but real.” – Noella Enriquez

Yipee. Kasama ako sa May training. Haha. Czar, see you on May 2 for the contract signing.:) But before that, kaylangan ko pa pala mabunutan ng isa pang impacted na ipin. Bat ba kasi kaylangan pa tubuan ng wisdom tooth eh. Grabe, ngaun pa nga lang ako nakaka recover from my surgery tapos ulit uli sa isa. Ilang timba ng luha na naman kaya ang iluluha ako? Haha. Good luck to me. Good luck...:p

Try this too :)

I got this from Ms Ailene’s blog.

Instructions: A person who gets tagged must write in his or her blog ten weird things or habits or little known facts about himself or herself. He or she should also state this rule clearly. At the end, he or she should tag six other people, except the one who tagged him or her.

1. I always throw up after eating corned beef that is why during camping I always have my own canned goods, usually a tuna. I really don’t know why, maybe the smell or whatever. Basta nasusuka ako.

2. Sinisinok ako kapag marami akong liquid intake. So, weird. :p

3. I refrain from drinking soft drinks couple of years ago and up to know I still do it for no particular reason.

4. When I am happy or angry or kinikilig, my ears turn red.

5. Ice cream brings out the kid in me. It makes me über happy.

6. I love vintage. I love museums. I love old stuff! Woohoo. :p

7. I prefer wearing skirts than jeans. Mas comfortable for me :)

8. Nag ssneak up ako ng buhay ng long time crush ko before at nagnakaw pa ng picture nya sa internet para ipa print. Na try ko na ring sundan sya minsan. Haha. Stalker?! Today, natatawa nalang ako pag naaalala ko yun. Don’t laugh. I know you think I’m crazy. Haha/.

9. I don’t care going to malls or other places alone. It’s my way of self-relaxation. “Me Time”.

10. I don’t have perfect vision. For now it’s 450-450. I just wear contact lens and planning to have an eye laser nalang.

Actually sa dami ng ka-weirduhan ko sa buhay, listing only 10 is not enough. Haha. Anyways, now I am tagging Tin, Mia, Mae, Adz, Czar and you. Yes you. :)

For AB4B

We journeyed together through some crucial years of our lives. We laughed together and held our breaths through the most trying times. Finally, the trails of projects, exams and grades have met an end. But it also signifies an ending. A goodbye to a life we are all used to. To a chapter of our lives we have known and to friends we have loved and cherish, and it all boils down to this... Seniors Signing Off.*sniff*

Blessings

God has really been so good to me. I have so much blessing since 2007 started. Thank you Lord. Thank you. :)

What I’m lovin’ lately

- Lauds (Jesuits Music for Meditation)
- Taho :p
- Wait for the sunset, mga around 6pm, para makita ang clouds na nag cocolor purple na orange. Nakaka inlove tingnan. Napaka dramatic. ü Lagi ko nakakalimutan picturan. Tsk./

*Keep the Faith and Spread the Love*

Fun Time :)

2007-04-23T16:31:00.000+08:00

The AB4b bonding a day after our Graduation Day. Yehey! :)

Our official date? March 20! Yay, just hope that we can meet every year talaga. Sana. :p Obviously, we're super gulo to the maxx. Umasa kayo. Haha. Lahat hyper active at in the mood for kulitan and tawanan. *Save the best for last*

Island. All we did was to pose, pose and pose for the camera. Kami lang ang nasa island that time kaya enjoy. Did I say swimming ito? Muka kasing nag photo shoot lang kami dun e. Haha. Sabik sa pichure. Parang first time lagi at di na mauulit. P.S. I’m done uploading the pics from my cam sa Multi. Yung videos lang di ku inupload. Turn na nung ibang may dalang cam. Wooy! :)

Back to the place. Bonfire minus the fire nalang. Haha. We had dinner, more pichuran, blowing of candles in our cakes (yes kaylangan may cake, birthday naming lahat eh. hehe!), kulitan, tawanan, weird games, toast of the tequila rose from mom micke, more inuman at walang humpay na kwentuhan. May iba nga lang na tumakas at unti unting pumuslit para matulog habang lumalalim ang gabi. Daya. Haha. :p

Mamimiss ko ang “Mayaman tayo...”, “Sacrifice!”, “Pichure naman!”, Trina’s adobo, at marami pang ibang kabaliwan ng section natin. I’ll miss you girls! *sniff*

All the best and good luck to us. God bless us all. :)

For MORE PICS See www.kikayrockz.multiply.com – “Fun Time” folder :p

April Pabati

2 – Apol Baldemor
3 – Ate Marnie Racelis
8 – Diane Digma
10 – Jemay Abalos
13 – Ate Mylyn Maligaya
17 – Maica Bautista
20 – Lolo Kardo Diaz (+) & Teban Agana
21 – Papa Archie Maligaya
22 – Regine Velasquez
23 – Lola Celing Maligaya (+)
24 – Raymond Ochoa
26 – Grazie Reyes
28 – Ice Borja & Gaea Cruz

*Keep the Faith and Spread the Love*

ME Time:)

2007-04-17T13:39:00.000+08:00

Read my VisualDNA™ Get your own VisualDNA™

Holy Week

2007-04-12T21:38:00.000+08:00

Happy Easter everyone! Nawa’y nakapag reflect tayo at na realize natin kung gaano tayo kamahal ni God lalo na nitong nakaraang Holy Week. God is good.

Holy Thursday during the
“Pagtatanod kay Hesus sa Santisimo Sakramento”
(click pic for larger view)

(click pic for larger view)

Napaka solemn. Best time to reflect. Hope you all had a great Holy week. Happy Easter everyone/. :)

Thoughts to Ponder:

“Today, before you think of saying unkind word, think of someone who can’t speak. Before you complain about the food you eat, think of someone who has nothing to eat. Before you complain about life, think of someone who went too early to heaven. And when you are tired of complaining about your job, think of the unemployed, the disabled and those who wished they had your job. And when depressing thoughts seem to get you down, put a smile on your face and thank GOD that you’re alive and still around.
Life is a gift. Live it well.”
–text from Riza Villanueva

p.s. Next time na ang kwento about sa Zambales bonding ng AB4B. Di ko pa kasi tapos i upload sa multi yung ibang pics :) www.kikayrockz.multiply.com “Fun Time” folder.

Keep the Faith and Spread the Love
*Carpe Diem*

Graduation

2007-04-02T10:06:00.000+08:00

Finally, graduate na ako. Haha. Parang kelan lang, tsk tsk. Hindi pa nga gaano nagsisink-in sa akin. Feeling ko mag eenroll pa ako for summer or next sem sa school. Feeling ko magkikita kita pa uli kami ng classmates ko sa loob ng isang room para magkulitan. Feeling ko mapapagalitan na naman kami ng mga sisters sa pagpasok sa school dahil sa kakulitan namin. Feeling ko... feeling ko estudyante pa ako. Poof! Feeling ko lang pala yun. Hindi na pala. Ambishosa! :p

Kung dati gustong gusto ko na grumaduate, ngayon parang ayoko pa. Mas masarap nga mag aral kaysa mag trabaho. Nalaman ko yun nung nag practicum ako. Haaay. Kaso, hindi ko kaya pigilin ang oras. Kaya eto, ngayon, graduate na ako.

Nung graduation, karamihan sa amin ng mga classmates ko, masasaya. Walang teary-eyed man lang yata. Kasi alam din naman namin na hindi yun ang huli naming pagkikita. Magkikita pa kaming lahat matapos ang isang araw. Ah, section lang pala namin. Hehe. May swimming-bonding pa kasi ang AB4B kaya ganun. Kaya ayun, graduation rites, ang kukulit namin. Parang mga bata. Parang hindi mga ggraduate ng college. Mga excited sa swimming. :p

click picture for larger view

Salamat sa lahat ng taong naging part ng college life ko. Sa mga friends, acquaintances, classmates, professors, sisters, parents at syempre kay God. :)

click picture for larger view

Congratulations sa aming mga 2007 Graduates. :p

p.s. Grabe, nakakabored na sa bahay. Kain, tulog, internet, text, tv, tunganga. :c

p.p.s. Next entry about the AB4B Bonding :)

*Keep the Faith and Spread the Love*

Someday...

2007-03-12T05:31:00.000+08:00

Picture from left to right: [Ehem!] with my college friends Diane and Mae 10 years ago, and now,
Dra. Diana Lyne E. Digma (Dermatologist)
Dra. Mae Reselaine L. Degoma (Pediatrician)
Dra. Katherine Joy D. Maligaya (Dentist)

Oh Well, to their friends and patients, sorry but the doctors are OUT. Bakasyon grande muna. Tour around the world. Wala eh. They need a break. You know! nakaka-stress din naman ang puro work. :)

*poof!*

Dream on girls. haha. Libre lang mangarap... [kumanta ka pa!]

Okie on my part, ang kapal ko. Haha. Eh dugo nga lang makita ko nahihilo na ako at needle lang nanghihina na tuhod ko. Lakas talaga mangarap eh no?! Woohoo! Bakit ba? Who knows, someday, I'll be a doctor talaga where I'll meet my future boyps. Haha! Or maybe a super sikat na pianist or lawyer or doing great on broadway or... :) Hmmm... masyado ng AMBISHOSA! Siguro pianist, pwede pa. But the rest, mangarap ka. Hello Kaye? Okie ka lang? Haha.! :)

Keep on dreaming guys. Walang masama dun. Right?

God bless you all. Keep the Faith and Spread the Love. :)

*Carpe Diem*

P.S.

Yeah! I'm oh so excited and a bit sad as well becasue next Sunday will be my Graduation Day! Yay! Mixed Emotions. *sniff* Still, God is GOOD. It's all for HIM :)

And they say...

2007-03-05T14:22:00.000+08:00

May mga bagay na sadyang di ko nakakalimutan kahit makakalimutin ako.
Weeh! Ang gulo. Haha! :)

So, and they say...

"loosen up girl!"
from my best friend tin
-on being o.c.

"maliit na bagay pinapalaki mo, simpleng bagay ginagawa mong kumplikado..."
from my church friend dem-dem
-during one of my drama moments

"say what you feel, do what you want..."
from my friend mae
-on making decisions in life.

"akala mo kasi lahat biro lang..."
from my church friend teban
-on not taking things seriously

"kaye kailan man di ka naging abala sa amin basta ikaw"
from my cousin-kumpare-kuya yel
-sa pagpasensya and thank you sa mga favors na ginawa nila.

"confirm na? whats your platelet count? naka confine ka?"
from my church friend j.e.
-natawa lang talaga ako when i got this reply. :)

"napaka detailed naman ng qualities mo hija."
from my philo prof ms llagas
-on relationships and boys. haha!

"thank you..."
from YOU!
-simpleng salamat nyo can already make my day. mababaw lang ako e. :)

MARCH

Birthdays!
1 - Nanay Alice Quillao
6
8 - Gelo Angeles
11 - Dyean Duran
25 - My Best friend in the whole wide worldie TIN :)
25 - Ms Lourna Tagay

Events/Happenings
8 - In-depth Interview (same co. from 1st interview to exam then this!) more prayers please :)

11 - Urbanzone (Ch 2) will feature "Transfoodtation" Exhibit nila Tin sa Mc - NOOD KAYO!!! On going pa exhibit nila pwede pa kayo pumunta at MC Home Depot, The Fort. (Pics soon)

18 - Grad Day

"C L O U D means God's presence"

- Fr. Jeff's homily (March 3, 2007)

Keep the Faith and Spread the Love
*Carpe Diem*

Untitled

2007-02-26T08:25:00.000+08:00

"There was never a "WE". You and me --that's what we were. Just two separate people who by fate, destiny or whatever, crossed paths, faced life together and for a while it was beautiful. When it was time to step up, we chose to walk away from it all, unscathed yes, yet empty becasue of the simple fact that neither was willing to fight. So there was never a "WE". But someday, when I'm brave enough, I'll let you know you were everything to me..."

[Anonymous]

"You don't have to search no more

'Cause I am someone who will love you for sure

So if we fall in love, maybe we'll sing this song as one

If we fall in love, we can write a better song than this

If we fall in love, we will have this melody in our heads

If we fall in love, anywhere with you would be a better place"

[If we fall in love - Yeng & Rj of PDA]

***

February is... :)

2007-02-26T07:52:00.000+08:00

February 16 – Friday
Recognition Day at the Fleur de Lis Auditorium. :)

February 17 – Saturday
Went to Wedding Fair at Mega Trade Hall for our PR Project. Pero syempre aside from that, I enjoyed roaming around visiting all the booths. Talking to people there. Getting ideas. Haha. I looove weddings talaga! Wedding/Events Planner dream. I leave my number to Ms. Kath of Imagik and I do hope to be part of their team --soon. :)

February 18 – Sunday
It was my future Interior Designer best friend’s exhibit at Mc Home Depot at The Fort. Magaling. Super proud ako sayo Toinkz. :) It’s a month long exhibit. Pwede pa kayo pumunta. So pano na yan, sagot mo na interior ng office ng business natin? Haha. (Pictures at my Multi soon.)

February 21 – Wednesday
It’s Ash Wednesday. The start of Lent season. Nag simba ka ba? :)

February 22 – Thursday
Had my examination last Thursday sa isang company. Oh, I forgot to share to you guys that I luckily passed the first interview. Sikreto parin kung anong company. Haha. If makapasa ako ng exam may panel interview pa kasi. Long way to go... wish me luck guys. More prayers. :)

February 23 – Friday
Thesis Defense was okie although there are little revisions which is normal lang naman. The panels were okie din naman. Hindi naman sila kasing harsh na ineexpect ko. “You can now buy a new pair of shoes. Be ready for graduation...” Yes. Thank you Lord! Minus one problem na. :)

Ang daming nangyari this past weeks. Mixed eh. Good and bad. Pero more of Good. Hehe. Laging pagod. Walang enough sleep. Pressure. Deadlines. Haha. (May naalala tuloy ako. May isang taong ang ikinaiinis ay sa dahilan na irregular lang ang sleeping patterns nya. Poof!) Naging mas sensitive ako these days. Or masaydo lang talaga akong crybaby. I always cry over petty things. Pero nakakaiyak talaga ang physical and emotional stress. Tsk. Pero God is really g-o-o-d! Pag na ddown ako, after that, maraming good things na kapalit. Ang galing talaga ni God. I feel so blessed. Thank you Lord. :)

February is Down syndrome Month!
– From a proud sibling of a 21 year old Special Baby.
(Yes, Baby, because my kuya Aian will forever be our “Baby”.)
My Kuya is the source of joy and the bundle of love in our family.

And to those families, who also have a Special Baby like my brother, go out of the shell and explore the world with them. We are lucky to have them so be proud. Hindi sila dapat ikahiya. Pero dito sa lipunan nating mapanghusga at makikitid parin ang utak, hindi tayo makakaiwas. Our family got used to the usual “stares” of people whenever we’re at the mall or in any other public places. But we don’t care. Well, I’m proud to say that my brother can manage to eat to a five star hotel because he knows very well the table etiquettes. He is very observant and he behaves well although sometimes may mga tantrums parin sya pero rare nalang. Because of my brother, marami rin kaming naging ibang kaibigan. Kapamilya, give them the love and support that they deserve. In the states, people with down syndromes are trained to work so that maging productive naman sila somehow. Some are trained in the fast food chains as crew or in the supermarkets as baggers. Mga inspiring stories that I got from Reader’s Digest. (That’s one of the reasons why I love reading Reader’s.) Swerte ang mga down syndromes sa states unlike dito. Tsk. So please, to our society, don’t refer to Down syndrome babies as “Abnormals” or “Mongoloids”. It’s such an unfair and foul terms. Down syndrome babies are God’s gift. So it is better if we’ll call them “Special Babies”. :)

Korean pose with my “Special Brother” – Aianel. :)

[click pic for larger view]

Keep the faith and Spread the Love
*Carpe Diem*

One Sunday afternoon...

2007-02-12T06:33:00.000+08:00

For most, this month is - Feb-ibig. For me, this month spells h-e-l-l. Too much pressure and stress. Argh! Okie, now, I should be doing my part on our thesis that's due days from now or should be reading a 400+pages book of Alvin Toffler's Future Shock for a book review (am not into futuristic books, that's why! and I photocopied the entire book dahil out of stock na sa lahat ng powerbooks and fullybooked even nbs! hassle tuloy. tsk tsk.) or maybe watching Bayaning Third World for my concept paper or... STOP! I really have lots of things to do. Marami pang to follow. School stuffs at kung anu ano pa at naloloka na ako. Really.

Reflections: Oh well, it's Sunday and I'm here, alone. Also hear mass alone. Today's gospel was about the 8 Beatitudes and Fr. Jeff's homily kanina was like this, "Kuba ka man na minsan lang makaalalang tumingin sa langit dahil sa panay ang trabaho sa lupa at dahil sa mahirap tumingala dahil nga sa kuba, dadating ang panahon pag namatay ang kuba sa langit parin sya nakatingin..." (Anu bang posisyon ng tao pag namatay, nakahiga diba?) Wala lang. Nag isip isip lang ako. Nag rereflect. God is good. Whatever happens, God is always there for us. Kahit na pag busy, minsan lang natin sya maalala tapos pag super down tayo and kaylangan natin sya saka lang tayo makakaalala. Tsk. Such a shame. But still, He's there. Patiently waiting for us padin. Unconditional love talaga. Galing. :)

Serious: I'll have an interview on Wednesday, Feb 14 at ___ (I'll tell you next time pag naging okie.). I hope maging okie talaga ang result. Lord I believe in You, bless and guide me. Friends,wish me luck and pray for me too. But whatever the outcome will be, I know there's a reason behind it. God knows whats best for me.

Raket: Something I've been wishing for a long time is almost right behind my finger tips. Yey! On Saturday, Feb 17, I really hope that my Imagination since highschool will now becomes Magic. Imagik - Imagination becomes Magic. :)

Feeling blue: "It hurts to love someone when you can't even tell that soemone what your really feel. Sometimes, you get hurt without him knowing. You get jealous yet you have no right to feel that way. You want his time yet you're not in the position to demand for it. Your heart is breaking in silence but despite of this, you continue to love because somehow in this hurtful love, there are still happy thoughts and simple moments to look forward to, even if it means being just a mere friend." (Hurting but still missing him.) :c

Feb-birthdays

2 - Mae Degoma and Obet Ilagan
5 - Boie Rance
6 - PAu Gantalao
8 - Jaja Rebudal
9 - Sir John Infante
10 - Greg Bercasio and Lyka Guinto
11 - William Bautista (+)
15 - Chloe Gervacio
20 - Jen Cañasa
22 - Mines Madolid
24 - Mike ni Mavz
Leap year baby - Sheena Juane :)

*Carpe Diem*
"Keep the faith and Spread the Love"

January oh! Seven

2007-01-22T18:55:00.000+08:00

Few days from now we’ll bid goodbye to January. Ang bilis. Parang yesterday was just Christmas lang and then poof! Haaay. Time flies really fast talaga. Also, few weeks left and hopefully I'm also off to college (cross fingers to the super level!). And it’s as if yesterday I was just 19 but then time stole it and now I’m 20teen. Haha. Okie, and now I’m listening to Mojofly’s Tumatakbo Weeeh. Nirelate?! :)

Random happenings so far this month:

* Still working on our thesis. Puh-lease!
* January 7. Bonding with my best friend Tin. Pictures at www.kikayrockz.multiply.com
*January 12. Pyrolympics at MOA with Diane, Ian and Mae. Plus saw someone unexpectedly after watching the Pyro. *sigh*
* January 16 – 19. Midterm week. 5 subjects. 4 written exam. 1 thesis. Period.
* January 18 Trina’s Birthday. Fun-Food-Videoke-Tawa-Kulitan. Pictures at www.kikayrockz.multiply.com
* Enjoying Globe’s Unlimited lately. Okie, ngayon ko lang sya na eenjoy. Lalo na when I’m bored. Haha. :)
* Practice driving from Cavite City to Sm Bacoor (Twice already). Yes, kinaya ng powers ko ang traffic at kipot ng kalsada sa Kawit and Noveleta.
* January 20. Practice driving from Dasamariñas to Tagaytay (... up to 80 km/h). Achievement yun. Haha. Ang babaw. Sobrang kaba e. Tsk tsk.
* Was able to adjust with my brackets.
* January 21. Went to Jeff’s place for his Lola’s wake with some high school friends.

** January 23 – 26. U-week. :)

Happy Birthdays:

2 – Shalle Posadas
6 – Shay Gonzales & King Cabanban
7 – Bien Pamuti
8 – Lei Borja
10 – J.E. Panaligan
18 – Trina Fernandez
20 – Ninang Ellen Bobadilla
21 – Hya Colmenar
25 – Nyoy Volante (kasama talaga e no. haha)
31 – Angel Auro

What I’m Lovin’ lately:

- Pusoy Dos
- Globe's Unlimited :)
- A pair of earrings from my Lola’s baul
- I will (Acoustic Version) by Alisson Krauss

“Tumatakbo ang oras, naiiwan na ako ng panahon...” –Mojofly [Tumatakbo]

Just wish that I’ll be able to deal with life’s bittersweet journey. Be strong Kaye. Wag ka sana mapag iwanan ng panahon. Wag naman sana. :)

Keep the Faith and Spread the Love. ü
*Carpe Diem*

Random things for 2007

2007-01-15T18:02:00.000+08:00

Yes, I know, mejo late ang Christmas post ko. Kaya naman pati ang New Year’s post ko late na din. haha. Well, better late than never. :)

Here are some random things to do/ achieve for 2007:

1. Get a job right after college (A must!)
2. Look for a good music or dentistry school... argh! Confused!
3. Plan my 21st birthday with kids :)
4. Look for Wedding Planner seminars
5. Be more closer to Him
6. Travel (alone, with family or friends)
7. Learn to control my emotion
8. Blog more :)
9. Act as a lady (Goodness Kaye, you’re already twenteen. haha!)
10. Learn sign language
11. Continue church service
12. Improve speech (tsk. a-z na ang deficiency ah.)
13. Learn another language – Italian, Japanese, etc
14. Refrain from being late (puh-lease!)
15. Practice driving more
16. Read more
17. Save-save-save
18. Face fears (Reptiles, high places, rejections etc.)
19. More “Me Time”
20. Be strong, iwasang maging crybaby
21. ... :)

So far yan nalang muna. Isip pa ako pero ayoko din ng masyadong madami. Baka masaydo akong ma-pressure and ma-frustrate lang ako. Life is full of surprises. Mas masaya kung minsan eh may mga nangyayari ng wala sa plano. :)

*Believe in Him and offer all the things you do to Him and spread not only romantic love but love for the family, friends and everyone around you. That is why my theme for this year is...

“KEEP THE FAITH and SPREAD THE LOVE”
and of course
*Carpe Diem*

~o~o~o~

What I’m lovin’ lately:

Nina’s “Someday”
- it’s Diane’s fault. Lagi ko naririnig every thesis sessions. haha!

My three nieces (from 1st cousins) and kiddo cousins
- Yay. I’m loving kids na. Totoo ba ito?!

Last December at Mendez Cavite, during Lola Celing’s 40 days.
With my aunt, nieces and some cousins :)
(click pics for larger view)

Lord Stow’s Eggtarts
- one word. Heaven!

(click pictures for larger view)

p.s.
Saw someone at MOA last Friday after watching Pyrolympics. Shocked, blushed ears and oh-my-gosh-i-cant-breathe and drama ko tuloy. Parang tanga lang. Yikes!

‘tis the season to be merry or mary?!

2007-01-15T08:03:00.000+08:00

sorry, an overdue post again/.

babala: nakakatawa-nakakabigla

mary, jesus and joseph
(click pics for larger view)

yah, i know. nakakatawa ang picture. parang isang malaking joke. haha! believe it or not, believe it nalang. hehe! ako yung mary na asa picture. panalo diba? :) okie, a week before that, biruan lang ang tungkol sa bagay na ito and then next thing i knew they were convincing me to be the mary na talaga and then eto na ang mga sumunod na pangyayari, naka costume na ako, blah, blah, blah. haay, makapal mukha ko yes, pero di sa ganitong pagkakataon. sa kaka-refuse ko, eto at hindi parin ako nakatakas. nagwagi sila. haha! sabi nga ni fr. jeff, na take note, a day before e kino-convince parin ako, "kaye, pumayag ka na! minsan lang naman yan...". naku, talaga nga naman po. minsan lang ito, at hindi ko alam kung mahihiya o matatawa ako ng mga oras na yun sa mga tao at sa sarili ko. mixed emotions. haha! :)

ang cast :)

for “panunuluyan” sumakay lang naman ako kasama si joseph (demdem: sakristan & a friend), angel gabriel (elo: sakristan) at santa claus (raymond: churchmate & a friend) sa pick up na nagsilbing float namin at umikot sa ilang bahagi ng binakayan. naisip ko ng mga oras na yun, "lord, sana naman po walang makakita sa akin na kakilala ko, please?!" pero dahil sabog yata ako ng mga panahong yun, di ko na matandaan kung may kakilala ako o wala. nagkasakit kasi ako, dahil siguro sa pagsisimbang gabi. *sniff*

pero pero pero, nung asa church na kami, goodluck! ang daming familiar faces at umaapaw ang simbahan sa dami ng tao. huh, nahiya talaga ako. di kaya natawa ang mga tao, dahil hindi naman kasi bagay sa akin ang mag portray na mary? tsk tsk. pang comedy kasi ako. sa entrance, sa start ng mass, di ko mapigil ang matawa dahil kay santa claus. haha! at ang pinaka malupit dun, nakaupo kami buong mass sa may tabi ng altar table facing the people. oh diba, panalo. nakakahiya. haha! at, natapos ang mga pangyayaring ito sa pagpapahalik ko ng niño sa mga tao.

realizations: hmmm, charge to experience. what a nice way to celebrate the misa de gallo diba?! oh well, yun naman ang theme ko for 2006 diba? to do something na di ko usually ginagawa. this is it, my huling hirit, i think! kaya inisip ko nalang na i’m not doing this naman for myself or for other people lang, i’m doing this in the spirit of christmas and for our lord. and its my privilege to be the mary and to carry the child, our saviour. awww, what an experience.:)

goofing around – demdem, raymond, kaye and raffy

sa float – with joseph & angel gabriel. asa likod namin si santa claus na namimigay ng candies :)
and yes, i have braces – that’ll be my smile for the next 18+ months. asar!

after ng mass and pahalik sa niño – my ever supportive best friend toinkz who also had this thing years ago, thanks sa costume. funny we both have braces na tuloy. :)

more pictures at http://www.kikayrockz.multiply.com/ soon (nag iisip pa kung ilalagay. haha) :)

p.s.
be happy for me friends, finally, i’ve completed the simbang gabi! grabe, nine mornings – 4am mass pero dahil sobrang bagal ko kumilos, i have to wake up at 2:30am palang. grabe no? haha! kaya ayan tuloy, nagkasakit na ako pero di ito naging hadlang para di ko makumpleto ang simbang gabi. woohoo! merry christmas everyone. :)

p.p.s.
someone greeted me unexpectedly on christmas eve. :)

“christmas season never ends. it just happens everyday.”
merry merry christmas! happy birthday jesus! :)

Pasko na namang Muli

2006-12-18T14:08:00.000+08:00

Whats your christmas wish? (ala twins ni aga & chralene sa jollibee ad) Hehe! :)

Hi friends. Just for fun, feel free to fill up my christmas stocking with gifts or wishes or anything you want for me 'tis season. Kahit ano! Please?! But always remember, "Christmas season never ends, it just happens everyday". At wag sana nating kalimutan ang tunay na kahalagahan ng pasko, Happy Birthday Jesus! at pagmamahalan. Naks! Spread the Love! Woohoo! :)

Xmas Stocking

leave a gift for kaye

get your stocking

November Recap

2006-12-05T17:50:00.000+08:00

November ang pinaka paborito kong buwan. Kung bakit, syempre dahil sa Halloween! Weeh! Haha. Hindi, kasi month ng birthday ni Ate Vi (Vilma Santos). Fan kasi ako ng Vi and Bot. Haha. Hindi. Pero may koneksyon din kay ate Vi kung bakit ako masaya pag Novemeber. Dahil... dahil month ng birthday ko at magka birthday kami ni ate vi. Haha! Yun yon eh! :)

1 (Wednesday) All Souls Day
- Dahil maulan ng panahong ito, ayun at nagkasakit ako. Sobrang sinisipon ako habang nasa sementeryo kami.

3 (Friday) Birthday
- Yay! 20 na ako. Bakit ganun ang bilis ng panahon. Haha! Pinuntahan ako ng aking bestfriend na si Tin kahit wala naman akong handa (thanks tin!). Tapos dinner ng family sa labas nung gabi. Yun lang. Oh well, salamat sa lahat ng taong nakaalala, sa lahat ng bumati, thanks! :)

5 (Sunday) Bonding with some highschool friends
- Mejo planadong biglaan ang pagkikitang ito kaya ayun, konti lang kami. Tulad ng dati, walang humpay na kulitan at kwentuhan ang nangyari.

18 (Saturday) Lola Celing died (age: 82)
- Isang nakakalungkot na pangyayari sa aming pamilya. Iniwan na kami ng lola ko na nanay ni Archie (tatay ko). Prior to that, halos isang linggo narin sya naka confine sa ospital. Death is inevitable. *sniff*

21 (Tuesday) 2 years of Church Service
- Wala namang nangyari natutuwa lang ako dahil halos dalawang taon na pala ako sa church. :)

22-23 (Wednesday & Thursday) Studnet Advertising Congress
- Student Ad sa Aliw Theatre. Hmmm, okie naman. Okie lang. Sorry kasi mejo hindi ko feel ang advertising pero marami naman akong natutunan sa Ad Congress.

24 (Friday) Kubrador Screening at Fluer de Lis Auditorium SPUM
- At sa wakas,napanuod ko narin ang indie film na ito na humahakot ng mga awards sa ibang bansa. Okie naman. May lalim ang kwento. Mejo nahilo lang ako sa mga camera shots.

25 (Saturday) Libing ng Lola ko
- Malungkot.

- Pero dito ko din matagal nakasama ang mga pamangkin ko. Grabe, ang kukulit na ng tatlong pamangkin ko sa mga first cousins ko. Aliw na aliw ako sa kanila pati narin sa mga batang pinsan ko. Ang sarap maging bata uli. Parang gusto ko itry na magturo ng pre school. Haha. Anu nga kaya no?

27 (Monday) Birthday ni Kuya Aian
- 21 na ang aking super brother! :) As always, nagsimba muna kami sa Our Lady of the Miraculous Medal Shrine sa Sucat. Tapos bonding time sa MOA, family. :)

Okie yun lang. Yun nalang ang ilan sa natatandaan kong nangyari nung November eh. Haha! :)

Salamat sa time. God Bless. :)

Sorry blog

2006-12-05T13:59:00.000+08:00

Sorry my dear blog, Promise, next time magppost na ko.
God bless everyone :)

just for fun :)

2006-11-14T19:13:00.000+08:00

MY EIGHT NAMES
1. YOUR ROCK STAR NAME: (first pet andcurrent street name)*
brownie, e panu yun wala kaming street name?

2. YOUR MOVIE STAR NAME:(grandfather/grandmother on your dad's side, yourfavorite candy)*
marcelina chupachups (yuck ah!)

3. YOUR "FLY GIRL/GUY" NAME: (first initial offirst name, first two or three letters of your middlename)*
kdia

4. YOUR DETECTIVE NAME: (favorite color,favorite insect)*
orange butterfly

5. YOUR SOAP OPERA NAME: (middle name,city where you were born)*
diaz manila (tin, magkamag anak tayo sa soap? haha!)

6. YOUR STAR WARS NAME: (the first 3 lettersof your last name, first 2 letters of your first name,first 2 letters of mom's maiden name and first 3letters of the town you grew up in.)*
malkadicav

7. Terrorist Name: (middle name spelledbackwards, your mom's maiden middle namespelledbackwards)*
zaid arevir

8. SUPERHERO NAME: ("The", your favoritecolor, favorite drink)*
The orange ice tea (yooon!)

from tin's bulletin post at friendster

From Adz and Mia's Blog
INSTRUCTIONS:Name ten (10) of life's simple pleasures that you like the most, then pick ten (10) people to do the same. Try to be original and creative and not to use things that someone else has already used.

1. Magising every morning. Its a brand new day. (thank God!)
2. Makitang masaya si kuya :)
3. Kumain ng ice cream
4. Makatulong sa ibang tao
5. Maka-receive ng inspiring qoute or just a simple text message
6. Tumunganga at tumingin sa kawalan (muni muni lalo na pag pagod)
7. A good conversation8. Watching the sunset
9. Kwentuhan, inuman, kulitan with friends
10. Makita sya, hmmm. :)

10 People: Ikaw na nagbabasa nito. Yes you. :)

5 days away from home

2006-11-14T18:28:00.000+08:00

an overdue post, hehe! :)

A journey with my thesis mates-slash-friends Candymae and Yanah
(Data Gathering for Thesis)
Place: Barangay Sacatihan-Aningway, Subic, Zambales
Days: 5 days

Nag decide kaming mag rent ng room sa Olongapo for some reasons (like electricity for our camera batts, cell phones etc.). Meaning, kailangan pa namin mag travel everyday for an hour to get to the place of our study. Plus ang nakakapagod na paglalakad at pagbaba-akyat ng bundok. Pero masaya, feel na feel namin ang probinsya setting (fresh air, clean water, nature at its best talaga!) Kaya naman for five days e feeling turista kami. Kaway dito, smile dun. Woohoo!

Place:
1. Ang ganda ng balon sa gilid ng bundok. Ang sarap magtampisaw sa tubig. :)
2. Nakakita na rin ako sa totoong buhay ng mga alitaptap. Haha! Para silang mga gold Christmas lights. Ang dami. Ang saya. Kaso hindi makunan sa cam. Tsk.
3. Ang hirap gabihin pababa ng bundok. Lalong ang bagal ko tuloy mag lakad.
4. Ang sarap pagmasdan ng mga halaman at hayop. Wala lang. Naaaliw lang ako tingnan.

People:
1. Mababait ang pamilya nila Nanay Virginia sa ibaba, simple living. Masarap makipagkwentuhan sa kanila at masarap ang mga pagkain sa kanila halos lahat tanim nila kaya fresh. Tinuring nila kaming parang tunay na mga kapamilya in one day. Cool! :)
2. Mababait din ang pamilya ni Mang Jun sa itaas (Aetas). Masarap humiga sa papag nila. Astig kausap si Mang Jun at masarap makipag laro sa mga batang Aetas.

Strange Experience:
1. Nawala ang favorite Lipton Green Tea ni Candymae nung second day ng paakyat kami sa bundok.
2. Nawala ang favorite colored pearl bracelet ko nung third day nung nasa gilid kami ng bundok sa may balon.
3. Nawala ang isang pearl earring ni Yanah nung fourth day sa paanan ng bundok.
*Bakit kaya lahat kami nawalan at lahat nawala sa may bundok at lahat ng nawala may value samin. Bakit? Bakeeet?

Mababait ang halos karamihan ng mga tao sa place na yun mula sa baba (paanan ng bundok in Barangay Sacatihan- Aningway) hanggang sa itaas (ng bundok in the Aeta resettlement). Naranasan namin ang kanilang mainit na pagtanggap sa amin. The best! Naisip ko, ang sarap ng buhay probinsya. :)

Pictures (click pic for larger view)
1. Greenfields na madadaanan papuntang bundok
2. Si Manong at ang kalabaw
3. Aeta kiddos
4. Ang Balon
5.With Antonio Family
6. Antonio Family's Home Sweet Home
7. With Mang Jun's Family
8. Ang papag sa bahay ni Mang Jun

More pictures here: www.kikayrockz.multiply.com (Zambales Trip - Again Folder)

my blog

2006-11-06T22:27:00.000+08:00

this is my new home!

page is currently under construction.

god bless everyone. mwuah! :)